Matthew 21:28-32
Dear Friends, Today’s Gospel message has a context. It was after Jesus’s’ glorious entry into Jerusalem on the back of a donkey. He then cleansed the temple. The escalation of these events led to even deeper conflict with the religious leaders. With today’s parable of the two sons Jesus is not subtle in further heightening the tension.
The parable of the two sons exposed the contradiction of the leaders’ program and the all-inclusive mercy of the God revealed by Jesus. Jesus’s point about the tax-collectors and prostitutes entering the kingdom before the chief priests and elders was intended as a challenge to those who thought themselves to be God’s chosen and therefore favored sons and daughters. This was going to be a test later on to the Christian Jews to accept Gentiles into the early church. It is also questions our acceptance of the ever-expanding openness of the Gospel for the outcasts of today in whatever manner they invade our complacency.
On a personal level, the parable helps us to understand ourselves. It is not difficult to see that we share the ambiguity of commitment that Jesus reveals. The perennial fickleness of the human heart is never far from us. We are both sons at different times in our lives. The struggle for us is to constantly search for the singleness of purpose. We need to make our yes to God more faithful and more determined in our daily lives.
This is the stuff of a true spiritual life. Prayer is the gateway to see that God’s grace is relentless in making our yes to God’s love ever more generous. Faithful and committed personal prayer lets us see both God’s wondrous and merciful love and our need to simply accept the unending call to new life in our poverty. This is our yes to Jesus. It is especially fitting that we use our weekly presence at the Eucharist as time of renewing our yes to God for the entire week.
As we get to know ourselves, we expose our tendency at self-deception. Our strongest inclinations are to work out a comfortable compromise where our yes is a minimum for God and a maximum for us. By faithfulness to prayer we learn how far it is from the good intention in the mind to the reception in a loving heart to the lived reality.
God is patient with us but just like the disciples there comes a time we have to walk with Jesus to Jerusalem. It is in this faithfulness to prayer that we die to ambiguity. We are left with only one longing in our heart, a free and generous yes to Jesus.
